Dreaming
Woke up with a dream with AG in it. We had moved in together, and it seemed as if things were back to how they were before. Her attentions were comforting.
This was a surprise because I had believed these dreams to be a thing of the past. It cannot be an image of today’s situation because my concious mind cannot see her in that role again.
Why did it happen? Was it an echo of my loneliness? I feel it was a symbol of male longing for female companionship and attention. I do not mean the primal sexual urge, but the mere emotional support - someone to comfort and to listen.
My dreams are rare nowadays. They are coveted insights into my unconcious. I try to grasp them before I forget, hoping to glean a little undestanding of my inner self.