Isabelle at 10 Weeks and Fathering a Newborn

And so my daughter grows…. She’s now almost doubled her birth weight at 11 1/2 pounds, she is at the 60% percentile of her cohort.  Her neck is still a little weak, but she’s starting to assert more control over her head.

This might be the last time I’m raising a newborn, so here are a few things I’ve picked up along the way.

  • Everyone Passes This Way Once.  After ten weeks, she’s no longer a skinny fragile newborn.  She’s layered with baby fat and occassionally graces us with a smile (finally!).  I look at my 2-year old son, and realize that the memories we made while he was an infant was unique and once the moment passes, it fades into the depths of our memories and lingers perhaps in photos or recollections like this blog.
  • Crying Doesn’t Do Permanent Damage.  Yes I believe this.  Perhaps it lets me keep sane when she’s wailing inconsolably but when I reviewed the video of her birth, nothing was more abnormal than a newborn baby that didn’t cry (she was delivered under a C-section under general anesthetic and was drugged out).  As long as she was fed, cleaned and burped, each crying session would end eventually (even at 2 a.m. in the morning)
  • Everyone Has Their Own Way of Pacifying.  Both my wife and my mum put Isabelle to sleep differently.  So do I.  And my father.  There’s no magic bullet.
  • A Parent’s Unconditional Love.  The sacrifice of a parent for an infant is probably the closest experience I have of unconditional love.  Here is someone who totally depends on two parents who have to provide for her every need, without any reward or acknowledgement (even though she smiles a little more now).  Scientists will make the case that genetic conditioning predisposes us to care for our young, but it does not detract from this intensely human experience - to love and to give.  There’s no way a child can repay their parent’s sacrifice - it is a gift given, never to be reclaimed.  The best I hope for is that my children will give to others as I have given to them.

Two weeks old

IK is now two weeks old.  She’s been very well behaved so R and I are very thankful but wondering when it will end.  She sleeps most of the time, and whimpers when she’s hungry.  She sometimes need to be held before sleeping, but will also sleep by herself.

Unlike G, there’s no schedule to strive for - we’re letting IK set her own pace and eating when she’s hungry and sleeping when she’s not.  Mummy and Papa are helping where they can - taking G to his play dates and to activities, cooking for dinner and cleaning up.  This is not as tumultuous as we had feared.

When G was about this age, he had bouts of colic.  We think it was related to our inexperience or inability to burp him and he was often uncomfortable.  IK has proved to be totally opposite - she burps without too much coaxing and sometime even by sitting up she will produce a loud belch.  Her crying bouts are never inconsolable.

So far, so good - we’re counting our blessings.

Birth Announcement: Isabelle Kok

Rosanna and I are proud to announce the birth of our baby girl, Isabelle.
Isabelle Kok

She was born on Friday, 20th June, 2008 6.54 am in the morning at the Kaiser Permanente Medical Center in Santa Clara, California. She entered the world weighing 2.87 kg and 48 cm long with a head full of hair and a hungry cry.

Oil Shortage a Myth?

A recent article from the Independent was forwarded to me with the headline “Oil shortage a myth, says industry insider“. I was wondering why someone in a prominent position (Richard Pike was the CEO of the Royal Society of Chemists) with little to gain from either supporting or criticizing the oil industry would make such a statement.

Well, a little more investigative work led me to the original article published in the Petroleum Review in June 2006 with a title “Have we underestimated the environmental challenge?” The title seemed like a far cry from the dramatic newspaper headline - I had to find out why.

My interpretation of Dr Pike’s original article was that it made a case for how to account for CO2 sequestration (presumably as a counter to global warming and to meet Kyoto Protocol obligations) - how environmentalists and policy makers must use the larger value (proven + probably) estimates of oil reserves, instead of just the “proven” estimates. The quote “the world is understating the environmental challenge facing generations to come” actually refers to the challenge of actually removing or mitigating the effects of greenhouse gas emissions - and not of producing sufficient oil to meet current demands.

That’s why I found it strange that the Steve Connor (the Science editor of the Independent) picked up on this article and made the connection with Peak Oil, which was not the original intent of the article. Since the article was published in June 2006, oil prices has risen from $63.44 to $135 - it’s more than 100% over two years - so my guess is that there’ll be no shortage of articles trying to explain either (1) why prices are so high and should go higher OR (2) why prices are so high and should collapse.

I don’t think there’s any contradiction with the article’s findings and Peak Oil theory - the problems anticipated by the Peak Oil theory is not one of whether there is sufficient proven or probable reserves but that the production of oil will peak and decline and this prediction is not based on assessments of reserves, but on the amount of oil discovered each year (which peaked in the 1960’s at about 55Gb/year).

The only question is: when is Peak Oil? Latest EIA statistics (http://www.eia.doe.gov/emeu/ipsr/t21.xls ) indicate that world oil production has not increased since 2005 - where the average production plateaued at a little less than 85 mil barrels/day. There is increased public awareness that oil is a finite resource - witness the number of headline stories in the New York Times and bold pronouncements of $200 / barrel and $150 / barrel prices by Goldman Sachs and Deutsche Bank analysts.

But the unfortunate fact of peak oil is that it can only be recognised after it happens.

Inflation Hits Home

Everyone is hearing about rising inflation. Besides the sky-high petrol prices, it’s been mostly subtle - a few cents here and there.

When it hits home is when my favourite “deal” becomes less of a bargain…My favorite coffee roaster in Mountain View on Dana Street just raised it’s prices this month. A latte goes for $2.45 (from $2.15). And my bare-bones hair dresser now charges $6 (from $5). Ouch. In Singapore, inflation is at 7% and Malaysia raises petrol prices by 40%. Even oil-exporting countries are not spared.

Is this a symptom of how rising energy prices will dramatically alter the way we live?

Oh, and crude oil hits another record today, closing at $138/barrel.

The World Awakens To Realities of Peak Oil

In the Wall Street Journal today, the International Energy Agency (IEA) is said to be revising its forecasts of oil supply. Here is an excerpt:

For several years, the IEA has predicted that supplies of crude and other liquid fuels will arc gently upward to keep pace with rising demand, topping 116 million barrels a day by 2030, up from around 87 million barrels a day currently. Now, the agency is worried that aging oil fields and diminished investment mean that companies could struggle to surpass 100 million barrels a day over the next two decades.

For decades now, the IEA and it’s US government counterpart (EIA) has forecasted continuing increased oil product that kept pace with economic growth. 2008 will mark the year when these agencies (and major newspapers) finally admit that supplies will be harder to come by. There seems to be a growing awareness amongst investors about the inevitable shortages, driving the prices up.

Today, crude oil is at $135/barrel. It was just at the beginning of this year that oil prices breached the $100 barrier. Where will the limits be? Not until the world can demonstrate demand elasticity sufficient to offset the declines in supply. Right now, although gasoline consumption in the US is down, there is still little short term declines in oil consumption.

In recent months, I have reconstructed my portfolios to target energy investments. I have now broad holdings in oil exploration and production, drilling and services, rail - they have all done exceedingly well. This is probably a small consolation - I was able to identify the trends just months before the market did.
It might matter little if the entire economy is wrecked and there is widespread depression - but why not make hay while the sun shines.

I’ve been participating the the Motley Fool’s CAPS rating system as player ‘akok‘. Here, I share my picks for the impending realities of declining oil production - its not difficult to predict winners or losers. Just extrapolate fuel prices to twice its current level - I’m sure we’ll see $10/gallon gasoline or $300/barrel oil in the next five years (or sooner). Figure out which industries which consume lots of energy, but do not contribute to energy production while serving discretionary consumer spending (e.g., airlines, automobile manufacturers) - these are the losers.

One key risk is the form government intervention will take place. Already the US Congress has voted to stop filling the Strategic Petroleum Reserve - a vain gesture that only saw prices jump 2% the day it was announced. Truckers are demonstrating in front of the White House. President Bush has made two visits to Saudi Arabia to plead for higher production (and received a measly 300,000 b/day for his trouble). There’s always the risk of daft populist measures (like price controls, placing controls on oil futures markets, or *gasp* nationalizing the oil majors) - anything to appease the wrath of an angry population when the bounty of cheap oil is taken from them.

Another NY Times Article on Peak Oil

Another article by Jad Mouawad of the New York Times on how the rising oil prices have not spurred additional production. I think he’s a closet Peak Oil evangelist. As oil prices continue to break records, there does not seem to be an end in sight. Nevertheless, recent highs may be attributable to strikes in Nigeria and Scotland leading to panic buying of oil.

Here’s another take on my strategy for peak oil - it’s not elegant, but it makes sense to me: Last supplier standing dictates the price.  Find suppliers with calls to long term supplies of oil, and hang on to them.  Once production decline begins, oil prices may skyrocket.

The downside to this could be that government intervention may occur once supplies begin to decline.  Part of that action may be to penalize oil speculators/investors.  Can’t see how this can happen except under extreme circumstances, but who can foretell the future?

Peak Oil - further ruminations

Peak Oil has finally made it to US mainstream news. The New York Times has published an article titled “The Future of Oil” which although does not use the term “peak oil”, nevertheless calls out that oil supply is clearly overstretched. The columnist Krugman lent his weight with a broader swipe at industrial growth founded on cheap resources - “when an ever-growing world economy pushes up against the finite limits of a planet”.

Sadly, it has not yet made its impact on the political debate. Two of the three leading US presidential candidates are entertaining the thought suspending gasoline tax to provide relief for drivers - a short sighted effort which does nothing to address the root cause of the problem that oil production is now supply constrained. As all populist leaders, they must await a crisis before mustering the political will to act. The US would never have embarked on the Manhattan Project without Pearl Harbor.

On a personal level, I’ve ascended a little from the depths of despair. Declining oil production will be painful, but we are all in it together. If it’s painful for someone earning $100K/year in Silicon Valley, it must be much much worse for others in poorer places. It is no surprise that the food crisis of 2008 earned a special report in the Economist.

I spent the better part of the last four months rebalancing my investment portfolios. At least I have been forewarned (not by much). There are several resources out there that are useful for those who seek options and these are a few that I visit regularly:

  • The Oil Drum. Unlike other peak oil websites, it does not focus purely on apocalyptic prophecies. It has a number of contributors who make some interesting observations about peak oil.
  • Alternative Energy Stocks. Interesting ideas about possible suppliers of alternative energy.
  • Energy Investment Strategies. A direct take on how to profit from the trends in energy production.

I have now placed a third of my portfolio in energy related stocks, with an emphasis to suppliers with sufficient reserves of oil, transportation alternatives and other energy suppliers.

Surprisingly, I expect a bubble around the oil prices driven by speculative interest. Broad admission of limited supplies will drive a gold rush to energy producers and costs of oil even higher. Already, there are calls on US government intervention, which will become a reality when gasoline prices reach $10/gallon.

My take is that $200/barrel is very likely by end of 2009, and even by end of 2008 if investors crowd into the market. What price would it force US consumers (and others elsewhere) to realize that behaviours need to be modified if we are to survive the next two decades?

Ultrasounds of Baby No. 2

R had her appointment with the ultrasound machine today at KP. The technician spent 30 minutes measuring all aspects of the baby from head to toe. We were very thankful to hear that everything was in working order - heart, fingers, cranium and all the major bones.

We asked not to be informed of the gender. We believe in accepting God’s gift as they are - having a boy or girl will not change the way we will love our child.

Project Better Place - Tackling Peak Oil

I haven’t written a lot about Peak Oil. For one thing, it’s full of apocalyptic visions of a future where unaffordable oil (you think $100/barrel is high?) brings about a catastrophic collapse of civilization. 2007 may be remembered as the year when climate change took center stage in the world media, but few realize that there are more imminent dangers - our assumptions of continuing access to cheap fossil fuels are about to be challenged.

Shai Aggasi’s Project Better Place is one of many startups that have tried to tackle this head-on. What I like about this:

  • They understand the problem - although some of their message contains elements of climate change, the key is that cheap oil is running out.
  • Agassi has persuaded a national leader (Israel) and an automobile manufacturer (Renault/Nissan) to back his plans - that’s an amazing feat accomplished in a short space of a year.
  • The idea brings electric vehicles one step closer to the mainsteam.

Check them out:

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